i've officially moved. if you want my url, you can try asking me for it. but then, it's up to me if i want to give it to you. =D
if not, try search engines.
byebye. i'm going to bring my huojianhua with me.
you know why? because i have crooked bones on my feet. so my foot slants when i walk. in a few years' time, the crooked bones are going to pass on to my spine. then when my spine gets more and more crooked, it will continue to move on to my brain and my brain will be affected as well. so before i turn 20, my brain will become demented. all these spread over 5 minutes, when i could have summarized for her in 5 seconds.
basically, she's trying to say that i'm going to become stupid if i dont do anything about it.
but i dont know what i can do about it, and i'm not going to do anything about it. i'd hate going to a doctor for this. and you think i like being abnormal? it's not my fault i'm born like that right.
so yay I AM GOING TO BECOME STUPID.
on a side note, i think she's eccentric =P. she was being so agitated and amusing that i wanted to burst out laughing at her, but being the usual polite me, i controlled myself XD.
i am going to become stupid.
[Excerpt from English comprehension "What sort of culture should Singapore have?"]
The best strategy for ensuring a cultural feast or all Singaporeans as a national community, is to tell the chef to leave the kitchen. Leave it to individuals to make their own personal choices. This strategy should apply not only to our artists but all Singaporeans: a vibrant culture presupposes the active participation of all.
Question 13: What assumption is the writer making when he makes the suggestion that the best way to create a vibrant culture is to leave people to make the choices?
MY EVER-SO-BRILLIANT ANSWER: He is assuming that everyone can cook.
LAUGH. LAUGH AT ME.
i never wanted it to be this way.
let's just say i hadnt contributed enough. i dont deserve it.
i want to cry.
eldersis is probably 1 or 2 years older than youngersis. maybe they are fraternal twins even. they look alike, speak with the same kind of tone and have about the same temperament.
they were fighting for something, i couldnt really tell what it was. but it belonged to eldersis. youngersis wanted to snatch it from her, but eldersis refused. when youngersis finally caught it, eldersis cried to want to get back what rightfully belongs to her. there came this huge commotion of screams and cries.
this caught the attention of the mother. she turned to look at her two kids, and said "give it to her, then she will return it to you", of course, targetting at the eldersis. but how is she supposed to understand that logic, when she's barely five. and so they continued fighting.
then something unfortunate happened. because youngersis is well, younger, and she has a lousier sense of balance, she fell off the seat. not surprisingly, she screamed and wailed. she had a small cut on her finger, really small. the mother got a shock and immediately bent over to carry her up, patted her head, hugged her, and said "aw dont cry dont cry. sit with mummy ok."
for the rest of the bus trip, the mother just kept joking and playing around with youngersis to make her laugh, oblivious to the fact that poor eldersis gave up her seat and stood beside her just to grab her attention. she called "mummy" about 5-odd times, and tried pulling mother's sleeves, poking her in the hand, but ended up being ignored. i could tell from her pleading eyes that she felt sorry, even though it wasnt entirely her fault. she didnt want youngersis to fall. she watched mother with pleading eyes, and tried to make conversation. to that young little innocent heart, nothing mattered more than having a mother to love her. but all her hopes were dashed when the mother flung her tiny hand off her arm, and snapped "GO AWAY."
disappointed, she went to find another seat, and never budged for the rest of the journey.
i have nothing against youngersis, but perhaps she has been endowed with too much of mother's love. just because she got hurt, and she fell, and she cried, after a failed attempt to snatch something from eldersis which did not belong to her. they are both just as young, but why do they receive such different treatment under the same circumstance when both had a part to play in it. to put it crudely, she brought it upon herself. BUT.
i'm uber disgusted at the mother. somehow. i think i'm biased. but you see, they are both just as young.
how can you mend a heart and tear another at the same time.
leave me alone.
what saddens me most nowadays is that you dont tell me anything anymore =(
i simply dont want that relationship to fade away.
i never understand anything in biology. even when i'm not doing this. why.
i reckon it has something to do with the genes. my brother got a D for his exams. the biological part. and at least a whole grade better for everything else. my hypothesis is correct.
as long as i remain where i am today, i'll never be truly happy. trust me.
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